Saturday, February 21, 2009

And so we wait....

Okay, if any of you really know me...you know I am not the most patient person. I hate waiting. I want instant gratification. Waiting plain stinks. It's unknown. You have no idea how long you will wait...you just wait.

I feel like that is my life right now. I have all these questions, and life decisions coming up and I have no direction...zero! I pray, I listen, and of course...I wait.

Caden and I had a conversation the other day about God and how he talks to us. I told him that when you feel like doing something you shouldn't and something inside you tells you it's wrong, that's God talking to you. His response was..."But I just don't hear Him."

I think we have the same problem. I'm listening...or at least I think I am....but I'm hearing nothing. So with every second, and every passing minute, God humbles me a little more. Just enough to remind me that I'm on His time....not mine. And so I wait...

After watching Fireproof the other night I heard a song I will post below. If I could have put my thoughts into eloquent words and melodies...it would have been this song. And so hear I am, praying, worshiping, serving, and yes....waiting.

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